screws tightening arnd me...
Saturday, Sept. 18, 2004, 7:28 a.m.

im frigging upset now, devastated, depressed. wadever.

i think i screwed up my amaths paper I and chem papers. thank goodness, amaths paper II can help me pull up my results by a wee bit. but for chem, i'll just be glad to get a 4. sigh. and to think i was intending to use amaths and chem for L1R5. plan backfired. now i have to get blardy good grades for physics and maths and geog.

but somehow, the usual avg grade for the 3 subjects are 3 or 4. screwed man.

the only consolation of the week was the ehistory paper which i happily vomitted the whole textbook out (word for word) abt mao and deng.but tt dun ensure me a blardy seemingly-hard-to-reach one.

darn, it'll pretty much be a miracle if i get hit my target of <15. dammit.

i cant wait to get over and done with prelims. it's throwing me into a bout of depression. but then again, after prelims, i'll get depressed when i get my results. urgh, i'm going to have prolonged depressions till end of o's. :/

oh btw, CAN THE PPLE FRM OTHER LEVELS NOT SCREAM AND RUN LIKE ELEPHANTS? it's frigging irritating. and i dun think anyone will remember tt there will be still one class left rushing thru the geog paper when the rest of the sec4s finished their papers on mon. wow, a test on capability to focus in the midst of all the commontion surrounding you.

she sounds dead, but she is not dead.



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