im exhausted aft 2 days of walking.
ytd went for the xmas shopping assignment. i cant really day wad's the assignment abt. but heck, i walked from somerset to orchard and back to somerset. (darn famous amous, tt cookie shop!) so we walked and talked to shop keepers from 1 to 6.
some shop keepers are really nice. and i saw a himbo in sembawang music centre. cute but naive. too naive. anw, i got a free mug from taka! i declare tt i love taka and hate famous amos (the shop). haha, yea, im easily bribed.
then i got a call frm office, asking me to do a entertainment poll. oh greattttt. so we rushed to get all the xmas stuff and went back to office, all shagged. did the poll in 1hr (gd thing it was cut down from 80 to 50).
checked all the xmas goods loaned. and left the office at 8plus.
i was too tired to grab dinner.
today, overslept. yikes. woke up and went over to mx's hse. played some stuff. then ate. and play somemore. hahaha. duh.
then, went to ps cartel for sn mm gathering. it's nice to see everyone again. yea, listened, ate. din talk much, too tired. haha. but i found sth that i greatly missed: camaraderie.
and as usual, when im tired, my mind wanders alot and i start comparing again.
it's sth that i will never achieve with this bunch of tj guys. i had been naive to think that i can achieve at least similar level of camaraderie with these guys. but no, it dun work for guys, or rather, just this bunch of guys. esp with someone:
him: do you want FLL medal?
me: no, why do i want it?
him: if u want, then i give u.
me: i want for wad? i have one too.
him: i have from 02-05 FLL medals. xxx (his sch) won xxx(sth). no thanks to my help.
something that i cant foster within this batch. hopefully, i can do something for the next batch.
talking abt it, i haven check for the pdp exhibition thing yet. SHAT. i was supposed to check it like 8days ago. SHAT.
ANYWAY, we got a cake for shingmin. oh man, the whole process is very very anticlimax and unprepared. haha. but well, we still pull it through. kind of.
walked arnd and saw mr fun, buying a gift. then i gave the cheeky look and said, "FOR WHO? FOR WHO?". he said it's not for tracy. hahahhaha, i din even imply tt it's for tracy and i wasnt even thinking of her. haha, guilty mr fun.
anw, the girls went to orchard while i went off. and i saw mr fun again. hmm, he bought some trinkets from tt tinkets shop in ps. HMMM, though we call him gay, but i dun think he's so gay to buy them for himself right. hmm.
okay, im tired now. feel like slping but i want to watch castaway. but urh, actually, i just woke up from my nap. urghh. FAT. nap aft a cheesy lagsagne (or wadever i ate)
oh monday, i MAY be going to see the girls from crazy horse. haha. no, im not watching them perform. heh.