last of 2005

last of 2005
Saturday, Dec. 31, 2005, 1:06 p.m.

last day of 2005. wow. another year has passed.

2005: year of ups and downs.

i've become a little more disciplined in terms of studies ~~due to the fact that i got the vision of impending doom every school morning~~.

still not able to control my temper well enough. the krakatoa in me erupted a few times this year. i guess i'm still not matured and calm enough when it comes to handling difficult people.

as i moved to a new school at the start of this year, a question keep boggling me: who are really your real, true friends? people who happens to be there when you need them? are they really there because you need them or are they there because you are of some "value" to them when the need arises? when you are no longer of any use, they just dump you aside, leaving you clueless of what the heck is going on. i think everyone's definition of a friend is different. and i'm still searching for my own definition of one.

well, i think i have a few true friends and a very very good friend.

2005 is not too bad a year lah. just that i'm feeling kinda doomed now that school is reopening. haha.

no resolutions for the new year as i HATE making resolutions when i know i'm not going to fulfil them.