face it or just turn away?

face it or just turn away?
Sunday, Mar. 05, 2006, 9:50 p.m.

siannn.

something tells me that this is not a good year at all.

how demoralising.

sometimes, i just feel like giving up. just dont bother at all. just screw it up, screw it all up. what's the whole point of giving it all when there probably wun be any returns?

yet, another part of me just ~{2;8JPD~}, just wants to fight on and come out of all this shit, triumphant or knowing that i've done all i could.

i dunno lah. i'm pretty confused, everyday is just a blur. i just feel like hiding under my blanket and give a hug and never let go.