F-F-F off, Dum.

F-F-F off, Dum.
Thursday, Mar. 30, 2006, 8:39 p.m.

so. i'm getting progress report by 1st/2nd week of april. so then pls dun ask anything about it then. seriously.

i'll get C5/6 FFFD. oh mannnnn. only my geog looks a little decent now.

i'm still hovering around 27, 28 for my essays and compre. (i want to hit 60-ish by JCT!!!!)

i have yet to pass a freakin' maths/chem/phy test this year.

shat.

i can so imagine some people telling me, "OH NO! i scored 50-ish! so lan! i'm going to get killed by my parents!"

thanks a lot. then i'll get sliced off piece by piece, slice by slice while i'm still conscious, and burnt before a fatal stab finishes me off.

sometimes, i hate insensitive people who just come to me bitching abt how they will be "killed" or grounded. they clearly know that i score much worse than them, yet they act oblivious abt it and complain about how badly they've done. thank you very much for the hint that i did so badly that i ought to die.

are they selfish? or insensitive? or just trying to flaunt to me, saying: ha ha, i din do good but at least i did better than you.

i'm not going to act sympathetic and try to console these group of people when i'm not even able to console myself. (and i'm usually very very good in deluding myself, laughing it off, thinking i can do better)

so if anyone come up to me complaining abt their sucky results, expecting to get consolation. too bad, they will not get any.

i apologise for ~~being self-centred~~ not being able to sympathetise with you. sue me.

anyway, back to my results. i'm considering dropping subj again, aft knowing my appalling results. but if i were to drop, it'll be geog which i have been scoring a D pretty consistently ~~though i did not study for the essays and DRQs~~. geog is a subject that is easy to pass, but difficult to get a distinction (just look at the figures, statistics, models, case studies i have to study)

maybe i'll hang on till JCT and see how.

bahhhh.