so who am i becoming?

so who am i becoming?
Friday, May. 05, 2006, 9:28 p.m.

i realised that i dun know myself anymore.

i miss the old heck-care, lame, stony me. i hate the present brooding, pessimistic, stressed me. hate it totally.

i'm distracted by i-have-no-idea-what, stressed by happenings in school, at home.

i can't even stone for a moment without feeling terrible.

suddenly things seem bleak and i have no longer a clear view of what is ahead of me.

my life is getting topsy turvy and i dun have much time to set it straight again.

the problem is i dun even know what is the problem with myself. so what am i supposed to do about it?

for once, i'm really really lost and aimless.