how a pressure cooker drives me insane
Monday, Sept. 04, 2006, 12:25 p.m.

i've been very very busy (and uber stressed). how i wish i can plonk my fat butt on this seat the whole day. but no, i cant't. i still have millions, billion, zillions (wadever) things to study before prelim next week.

i shall go on a major rattling session while my printer prints all the gp and geog stuff.

prelims start on Sept 11th. bad bad omen. no, actually, it's not really a bad omen. it's just one of my dry humour thing. nvm (i said i was rattling, din i?). and i have geog(I) and chem (III) on a day, and the next day, maths(II) and physics (I),(II). 5papers in 2days? i'm just stressed thinking of that.

my revision is neither here nor there right now. which is bad. i can pass (i think?), but i want more than a fricking E (okay, in fact i want a B). urgh.

worse still, my room is in a mess, as usual. i can't really concentrate studying in a messy room, i'll have the urge to pack my room, but i dun have the luxury of time to do that. so there's stacks of books, papers everywhere on the floor. 1 stack of 3 geog textbooks; 1 thick book of JC 2003 chem prelim papers; 1 stack of notes. and a few files littered here and there. yep, it's so messy that i almost thought i lost my chem lect notes the day before. (it was under one of those stacks)

im super stressed. urghhh. evident from my face. pimpled face. and signs of my late nights and total lack of sleep for the past 1month. and i think im actually pmsing now. so bah.

1 week to my 1st paper. hopefully, i'll survive through the next 3 weeks and get some decent results or i'll really go mad (my close friends can tell how i actually lost it momentarily in apr). pray that i'll be in a healthy state of mind after the prelims. cos i think i'm already on the verge of losing my sanity.

no, im not kidding about the losing sanity part.



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