adios A's

adios A's
Friday, Nov. 17, 2006, 10:18 a.m.

i'm just a few hours away from the end of my "Atrocious" level exam.

i really think i screwed some papers up, since the very 1st day.

i screwed up my GP essay. argument weak, organisation not present. bahs.

screwed my math paper1. dun ask me how i did it. it's easy for me to screw up any math papers.

then i was damned by yesterday's geog. no kidding. 9mark essay on Boserup?! why Boserup?! why not Malthus, or Club of Rome or Paul Erlich?! why BOSERUP? i had the least knowledge on boserup's ideas than other theories. my notes on pop had only 1 line on Boserup : "sugggests increase in pop stimulates increase in food supply" yes, and i wasted my crapping power expanding that 1 line to a 1-page ans. screwed. (upon checking aft the exam, i managed to hit 3 points out of the 5points on Borserup. so that's prob min 5marks, hopefully?)

we'll see whether i have to retake next yr. hopefully not.

anw, i had a job offer to do some tinkling of stuff. and the tinkling includes lego. (haha, how vague) errrrrrr. -__-

im supposed to consider it. but at the back of my head, i know i'm most likely going to reject it. i am done with fooling around with such stuff. it's time for me to move on and try new things. i'm 18 now, i dun want to be stuck doing the same thing that i did as an 11-yr-old kid. i dun want to waste what's little left of my teenage life to go through the same thing again and again, year in, year out. in short, "been there, done that. NEXT!"

but my mum's getting on my nerves. she's getting a little pushy, asking me to take up the job. well, the pay is not too bad, but she dun get the point that i'm done with it. how ironic.

i'm getting a headache these days. my flat is surrounded my renovation works. the flat opposite mine is undergoing major renovation work till dec. and the playgound downstairs, which my room is facing, is also under going renovation till jan. ARGH!!!!